My Story Ch 25: My Journey of Healing and Discovery: From 12 Years of Bleeding-Just Like the Hindu Woman

Life often throws unexpected challenges our way. Sometimes, these difficulties open doors to incredible discoveries. My journey has been one of pain and healing, suffering and revelation a path leading me to understand more about my identity than I ever thought possible.

For twelve long years, I wrestled with a debilitating health condition that caused heavy bleeding. This relentless battle consumed my life, leading to isolation and despair. Yet, through this suffering, I found solace in faith and understanding. I discovered the teachings of the Quran and my connection to the Star Seed Children in Judah.

The Struggle with Internal Pain

I still remember the first time I noticed something was off with my health. What started as occasional discomfort quickly escalated into a relentless cycle of pain, weakness, and fatigue. Over the years, my symptoms worsened to the point where I experienced excessive bleeding. This caused me to lose any sense of normalcy—my life felt like it was falling apart.

On particularly difficult days, I felt like a ghost in my own life, trapped at home while avoiding social interactions. This isolation weighed heavily on my mental health. I often felt lost and misunderstood, grappling with a condition many in the medical community struggled to diagnose or understand.

After countless medical appointments and treatments, I was diagnosed with Mast Cell Activation Syndrome (MCAS). Studies show that this condition affects about 2% of the population, yet it remains largely unfamiliar to many healthcare providers. This lack of understanding only compounded my sense of isolation.

The Turning Point: The Hysterectomy

Finally, after years of suffering, my health reached a critical tipping point. I hemorrhaged so severely that I nearly collapsed. At that moment, I knew I needed a hysterectomy for my survival. The thought of such major surgery was terrifying, but as I lay in bed preparing for the procedure, I felt clarity for the first time in years.

Taking this drastic step felt like taking back control of my life. When I woke up after the surgery, hope washed over me. Gradually, the pressure that had suffocated me began to lift. I started to reclaim my identity, no longer defined solely by my illness.

Discovering the Quran

During my recovery, I began to explore spiritual texts. My heart led me to the Quran, a book rich in beautiful poetry and profound guidance. The words spoke of suffering, faith, and healing in ways that resonated deeply within my soul.

Each verse felt like a lifeline, offering new insights about my struggles. As I read about suffering in the Quran, I realized that many others experienced pain too. For example, Chapter 2, Verse 286 mentions that Allah does not burden a soul beyond its capacity. This idea became a source of comfort for me, providing a new perspective on my ordeal.

Rather than only viewing illness as a burden, I began to see it as a catalyst for spiritual growth. This shift in perspective changed everything for me.

Connecting to My Identity: The Star Seed Children

During this journey, I also connected with the Star Seed Children in Judah. For years, I felt a mysterious bond with these children, sensing their struggles on a deep level as we carry the same invisible genetic Hypermobility EDS. Their stories often struck a chord within me, fueling a desire to help them.

One powerful story from the Quran that resonated with me was that of a Hindu woman who bled for 12 years as well and found healing through her faith in Jesus. This archetype became a source of strength for me as I recognized the resilience born from suffering.

The Need for Awareness and Support

As I explored my journey further, I realized a pressing need for greater awareness of rare illnesses like Mast Cell Activation Syndrome, in which releases heparin causing internal bleeding. Many people suffer in silence, unaware that they are not alone. According to recent statistics, nearly 30% of patients with MCAS reported feeling misunderstood due to the lack of awareness among healthcare providers.

This realization drove me to reach out to others like me and those Star Seed Children who were struggling. I felt compelled to raise my voice, promote research, and advocate for better support systems. My goal became clear: to encourage others to recognize their strength and healing potential.

Finding Strength in Community

During my healing process, I discovered online communities filled with individuals sharing their experiences with similar health conditions. The stories exchanged brought me hope and strength. I realized the incredible healing power of community.

With each shared story, we created ripples of awareness that challenged the stigma surrounding chronic illnesses. We formed bonds that transcended pain, characterized by resilience and hope.

In Conclusion

Reflecting on my journey, I see how my painful struggles transformed into valuable lessons about faith, identity, and healing. My experience with Mast Cell Activation Syndrome shaped who I am. It connected me to the Quran and the Star Seed Children of Judah.

Even though my journey is ongoing, I now embrace every part of it. I’ve learned that healing involves not just recovery but also spiritual and emotional growth.

If I could share one takeaway from this experience, it is this: no matter how long or difficult the healing journey may be, it is possible to rise from suffering.

To anyone reading this who feels trapped in pain, remember that community, faith, and self-discovery can guide you toward a brighter path. You are not alone, and healing is indeed possible.