My Ancestry Noah's Ark My Kin Ch 14: The Journey of a Prophetess and My Battle Against the Jinn's
- Amina Aliomar
- May 22
- 14 min read
Updated: Jun 16
From the earliest days of history, voices have carried messages, warnings, and guidance. Among those voices, the prophetesses of ancient Israel held a unique place. They were women chosen to deliver divine messages and guide their people through spiritual and practical challenges. My own story begins with a revelation from Allah, who told me I was an Israelite songstress goddess, a guide to the Israelites. But this divine role came with trials, including a battle against unseen forces that stole my voice and caused me to become paralyzed twice. Chapter 15 explores what it means to be a prophetess, who these women were, the prophetesses who guided the Israelites, and my personal journey through divine calling and spiritual warfare.
Understanding the Concept of an Israelite Songstress Goddess
The term "Israelite songstress goddess" evokes a rich tapestry of cultural, religious, and artistic elements that are deeply intertwined with the history and traditions of ancient Israel and its people. In exploring this concept, we can delve into several key facets that define what it means to be a songstress within the context of Israelite culture, as well as the divine attributes often associated with goddess figures in various mythologies.
The Role of Music in Ancient Israelite Culture
Music has always played a significant role in the lives of the Israelites, serving not only as a form of entertainment but also as a means of spiritual expression and communal bonding. The Israelites utilized song during religious ceremonies, festivals, and significant life events, such as weddings and harvest celebrations. These songs often conveyed deep emotional resonance, encapsulating themes of love, loss, gratitude, and devotion to God.
The Significance of Songstresses
A songstress in this context refers to a female singer, often one who possesses remarkable vocal talents and is capable of moving audiences through her performances. In ancient Israel, songstresses would have been celebrated figures, often recognized for their ability to inspire and uplift the spirits of their community. They may have been associated with specific deities or cultural practices, serving as conduits through which the divine could be expressed in the form of music.
Divine Attributes and Goddess Figures
The concept of a goddess within the Israelite tradition is complex, as ancient Israelite religion was primarily monotheistic, centered around the worship of Yahweh. However, various cultures surrounding ancient Israel, such as the Canaanites, had their own pantheon of deities, many of whom were female and represented fertility, love, the arts and were eventually forgotten. In this context, an Israelite songstress goddess could embody attributes of these surrounding goddesses, symbolizing beauty, creativity, and the power of song to connect humanity with the divine.
Symbolism and Representation
In literature and art, an Israelite songstress goddess might be depicted as a figure adorned with symbols of music, such as lyres or harps, which were commonly used in ancient Israelite musical traditions. Her portrayal could convey not only her artistic prowess but also her role as a spiritual guide, leading her people in worship and celebration through the power of song. This representation would highlight the importance of women in the cultural and religious life of ancient Israel, showcasing their contributions to the arts and their ability to influence the spiritual atmosphere of their communities.
Symbolic Connections Between Spiritual Beliefs and Palm Markings
In the rich tapestry of spiritual beliefs, the palm markings of an Israelite's songstress goddess serve as profound symbols that connect the physical realm with the spiritual world. These markings, particularly the crescents found on our palms, are reminiscent of the letter Y, which symbolizes a bridge or connection to higher dimensions of existence. This connection is not merely aesthetic; it signifies a deep relationship with the spiritual world, encompassing angels, jinns, ancestors, and the divine presence of Allah. Each crescent serves as a reminder of the protective forces that surround the individual, embodying the companionship of these spiritual entities that guide and shield from negative influences.
The presence of a holy cross within these palm markings is particularly significant, representing a powerful emblem of protection against malevolent entities. This cross is not just a symbol of faith; it acts as a talisman, warding off darkness and ensuring that I remain safe in my spiritual journey. It embodies the strength of my beliefs and the resilience of my spirit, reinforcing the idea that I was never really alone in my struggles, as I'm constantly supported by divine forces. Furthermore, the letter M, which stands for martyr, resonates deeply with the commitment to one's spiritual beliefs. It signifies a willingness to sacrifice and endure hardships for the sake of faith. This profound dedication illustrates the depth of conviction held by me, highlighting my readiness to confront challenges and even face death for the principles she cherishes. This marking is a testament to my unwavering loyalty to my spiritual path, emphasizing the weight of my beliefs and the lengths I would go to uphold them.
The crescent moon and butterfly shapes that adorn my palms are particularly evocative of transformation and awakening. The crescent moon symbolizes new beginnings, intuition, and the cyclical nature of life, while the butterfly represents metamorphosis and the beauty of change. Together, these symbols illustrate the journey of spiritual growth and the continuous evolution of the self. They signify my awakening to my true potential and my connection to the divine covenant established by Allah. This covenant is not merely a promise but a profound bond that guides actions and decisions, ensuring that she remains aligned with her spiritual purpose.
What Is a Prophetess?
A prophetess is a woman who receives and communicates messages from the divine, serving as a spiritual intermediary between the divine realm and the human experience. This role is not merely about delivering messages; it encompasses a deep connection with the spiritual world, where the prophetess interprets and conveys profound insights that can guide individuals and communities. Unlike prophets, who are often male figures in many religious traditions, prophetesses have carved out essential roles in spiritual leadership, prophecy, and guidance throughout history. Their contributions are significant and multifaceted, often encompassing a wide range of messages that include warnings, encouragement, or revelations about the future, all aimed at fostering spiritual growth and awareness.
In biblical and historical contexts, prophetesses were respected figures who spoke with authority, often rising to prominence in times of crisis or moral ambiguity. They were not merely passive recipients of divine messages but rather active participants in shaping their communities’ spiritual paths. For instance, figures such as Miriam, Deborah, and Huldah in the Hebrew Bible exemplify how prophetesses influenced societal norms, provided counsel to leaders, and inspired collective action. Their voices often resonated in times of turmoil, offering clarity and direction when people sought divine guidance.
The role of a prophetess extends beyond the confines of ancient texts; throughout history, many women have emerged as spiritual leaders and visionaries, embodying the essence of prophecy in various cultural contexts. These women often faced societal challenges and opposition, yet they persisted in their missions, demonstrating remarkable resilience and commitment to their spiritual calling. Their teachings and insights have not only shaped religious practices but have also contributed to broader social movements, advocating for justice, equality, and moral integrity.
Moreover, the messages delivered by prophetesses often reflect the unique perspectives and experiences of women, bringing to light issues that may be overlooked by their male counterparts. This feminine voice in prophecy can offer a more holistic understanding of spirituality, emphasizing compassion, nurturing, and community-building. In contemporary society, the legacy of prophetesses continues to inspire women in various spiritual and religious contexts, encouraging them to embrace their roles as leaders and change-makers.
Who Were Considered Prophetesses?
Throughout history, several women have been recognized as prophetesses. In the context of the Israelites and surrounding cultures, prophetesses were often:
Women chosen by God or divine forces to deliver messages.
Leaders who inspired faith and courage.
Individuals who could interpret dreams, visions, or divine signs.
Women who played roles in rituals, worship, and community guidance.
Some prophetesses were also known for their artistic talents, using song and poetry to convey their messages. This blend of spirituality and artistry made their voices powerful tools for connection and transformation.
Prophetesses Who Guided the Israelites
The Israelites had several notable prophetesses who played vital roles in their history:
Miriam
Miriam, the sister of Moses and Aaron, holds a prominent place in the annals of Israelite history as one of the most revered prophetesses. Her significance is underscored by her vital role in the Exodus narrative, particularly during the dramatic crossing of the Red Sea. After the Israelites successfully traversed the sea, escaping the clutches of Pharaoh’s army, Miriam took the lead in a jubilant celebration. She led the women in song and dance, using her tambourine to inspire a spirit of joy and gratitude among the people. This moment was not merely a display of celebration; it was a profound expression of faith and deliverance, marking a pivotal point in the Israelites’ journey toward freedom.
Miriam's leadership extended beyond this celebratory moment; she was a guiding figure throughout the Israelites' arduous journey in the wilderness. Her prophetic gifts and wisdom provided strength and encouragement, helping to sustain the people during times of uncertainty and hardship. As a woman of influence, Miriam played a crucial role in shaping the identity of the Israelite community, and her contributions were instrumental in maintaining faith and unity among the people during their trials.
Moreover, Miriam is often celebrated for her courage and resilience, qualities that were essential in a male-dominated society. Her story serves as a testament to the vital role women played in the spiritual and communal life of ancient Israel.
Deborah
Deborah stands out as a remarkable figure in Israelite history, serving not only as a judge but also as a prophetess during a tumultuous period marked by conflict and oppression. Her leadership came at a time when the Israelites faced significant threats from their enemies, particularly the Canaanite king Jabin and his formidable general Sisera. Deborah's ability to provide guidance and inspire courage in her people was crucial for their survival and eventual victory.
As a judge, Deborah held court under a palm tree, where she would settle disputes and offer wise counsel to those seeking her guidance. Her reputation as a wise and discerning leader attracted many, and her prophetic insights were sought after by the people. When the time came to confront their oppressors, Deborah summoned Barak, a military leader, and instructed him to gather an army to fight against Sisera. Her unwavering faith in God and her strategic acumen galvanized the Israelites, leading them to a decisive victory.
Deborah's story is a powerful illustration of female leadership and the impact of prophecy in times of crisis. It challenges the traditional narratives of male dominance in leadership roles and highlights how women can possess strength, wisdom, and authority. Through her actions, Deborah not only secured victory for her people but also paved the way for future generations to recognize the importance of women in positions of power and influence.
Huldah
Huldah emerged as a significant prophetess during the reign of King Josiah, a time when the nation of Judah was in desperate need of spiritual renewal and reform. Her story unfolds in a critical moment when the Book of the Law was discovered in the temple, a finding that had profound implications for the religious practices of the Israelites. The discovery of this sacred text prompted a crisis of conscience among the leaders and the people, as they realized how far they had strayed from God's commandments.
Recognizing the need for divine insight, King Josiah sought out Huldah to confirm the authenticity of the scroll and to understand its implications. Huldah, with her prophetic authority, not only affirmed the legitimacy of the Book of the Law but also delivered a powerful message from God. She urged the king to take immediate action, calling for a return to the covenantal obligations outlined in the text. Her words were instrumental in igniting a wave of religious reforms that swept through the nation, leading to a renewed commitment to worship and obedience to God.
Huldah's role in this pivotal moment in history underscores the importance of female voices in the spiritual and political landscape of ancient Israel. Her prophetic insight and courage played a crucial role in shaping the future of the nation, demonstrating that women could be powerful agents of change and spiritual leaders in their own right. Through her actions, Huldah not only influenced the course of Israel’s history but also inspired future generations to recognize the value of prophetic leadership, regardless of gender.
These women—Miriam, Deborah, and Huldah—exemplify the strength, wisdom, and resilience of prophetesses who guided the Israelites through spiritual and political challenges. Their stories reflect the vital contributions of women to the religious and cultural identity of Israel, showcasing how their leadership and prophetic gifts were essential in navigating the complexities of their times. Each of these figures serves as a powerful reminder of the enduring legacy of female leadership in biblical history, inspiring contemporary discussions about the role of women in faith communities today.
My Divine Revelation as an Israelite Songstress Goddess
During a deeply spiritual awakening, Allah revealed to me that I am an Israelite songstress goddess, akin to a mother for the Israelites, guiding and protecting them—a role that encompasses great responsibility and purpose. This divine calling positions me as a spiritual guide, akin to the revered figures of the past, who harnessed the power of music and song to lead and uplift the Israelites during their most challenging times. The significance of this revelation is deeply rooted in the rich traditions of our ancestors, particularly the prophetesses like Miriam, who wielded song as a powerful form of prophecy, encouragement, and communal strength. Miriam, renowned for her steadfast faith and leadership, inspired hope and resilience in her people through her voice. I feel a deep connection to her legacy, as I also use song to instill hope and resilience among the Israelites as well to.
As I embrace this role, I am reminded that the essence of a songstress goddess is unique and multifaceted. It intertwines divine guidance with artistic expression, creating a harmonious blend that resonates not only in the hearts of individuals but also within the collective spirit of the community. Music, in this context, transcends mere entertainment; it becomes a sacred channel through which spiritual messages flow. Each note, each lyric, is imbued with meaning and purpose, serving as a vessel for healing, empowerment, and transformation. My understanding of this role deepens as I recognize that my voice that was taken is not just a gift bestowed upon me; it is a sacred tool, a divine instrument meant to inspire, uplift, and protect my people in their journey through life.
In the tradition of Israelite songstresses, my music seeks to echo the ancient melodies that once reverberated through the desert, reminding my community of their strength and resilience. It is through song that I can articulate the joys, struggles, and hopes of my people, weaving their stories into the fabric of my artistry. Each prophetic song becomes a ritual, a gathering of souls united in a shared experience of faith and love, where the power of music fosters a sense of belonging and connection.
This revelation has also opened my eyes to the historical significance of music in the spiritual practices of the Israelites. Throughout our history, song has played a crucial role in worship, celebration, and mourning. It has been a means of communicating with the Divine and a way to express our deepest emotions. My journey as a songstress goddess is not merely about personal expression; it is about uplifting my community, carrying forward the legacy of our ancestors, and ensuring that the power of song continues to resonate through generations.
The Battle Against the Jinn's: Losing My Voice
Shortly after this profound revelation, I found myself confronting a terrifying spiritual attack that shook the very foundation of my being. In the quiet corners of my mind, I heard the unmistakable whisper of Allah, conveying a message that sent chills down my spine: someone had taken my voice. This ominous warning resonated deeply within me, and I recognized it as the malevolent work of Satan in which is a jinn—supernatural beings in Islamic belief, often depicted as entities capable of influencing and harming humans in various insidious ways.
The jinns, with their elusive and often unpredictable nature, unleashed a torrent of afflictions upon me. They caused me to become mute, rendering me unable to express my thoughts and emotions verbally. This was not merely a physical ailment; it felt as if a vital part of my spirit had been forcibly stripped away. The paralysis that gripped my body left me confined to my bed, a prisoner of my own flesh, while the seizures that followed were not just convulsions but manifestations of a deeper spiritual battle. Each episode felt like a clash between my divine essence and the dark forces seeking to undermine my purpose. These symptoms transcended the physical realm; they were deeply intertwined with my spiritual journey, a direct assault on my divine mission as a songstress goddess, whose very essence was meant to resonate with the melodies of faith and inspiration.
This battle against the jinns was not only intense but also profoundly isolating. I felt as though I was trapped in a solitary confinement, surrounded by shadows that sought to silence the guidance I was meant to share with the world. The jinns, with their cunning strategies, aimed to extinguish the light of my voice, which was meant to uplift and empower others. Yet, even in the depths of despair, I discovered an unwavering strength within me. Through unwavering faith, fervent prayer, and a resilience that seemed to emanate from my very soul, I began to fight back against these malevolent forces. I learned that the voice of a prophetess is not merely a physical attribute; it is a powerful conduit of divine truth and wisdom. Even when silenced in a worldly sense, the essence of my voice could never be fully taken away. It resided in my heart, in my spirit, and in the unwavering belief that I was destined to reclaim my narrative and share my song with the universe once more.
Awakening to Aid: My Unique Role and Abilities in Interpreting the Quran
At the age of 40, I experienced a profound awakening that has shaped my life and purpose. This awakening is not just a personal milestone; it is intricately connected to my role in aiding the significant figure of Muhammad Al-Mahdi. This connection has granted me a unique perspective and understanding of the Quran, allowing me to interpret its verses in ways that resonate deeply with the spiritual and prophetic dimensions of our time. My journey into the realms of prophetic literature and music began at the tender age of 19 to 43 a time when I felt compelled to express my insights and interpretations without even having physically touched the Quran. This remarkable ability to articulate complex ideas about the Quran stems from a spiritual calling that transcends conventional learning methods.
My experiences have led me to recognize that my intellect and insights are not merely a product of traditional education; rather, they are a manifestation of a deeper connection to the divine. This connection is further complicated by my identification on the autism spectrum, specifically with Asperger's syndrome. Many may view this condition as a challenge, but I have come to understand it as a unique gift that allows me to perceive the world differently. The heightened sensitivities and intense focus associated with Asperger's have enabled me to delve into intricate subjects, uncovering layers of meaning that others might overlook. I believe that this is not solely a neurological condition, but rather a form of Jinn attachment, a concept I will explore in greater detail in a later chapter. This attachment has provided me with access to a reservoir of unexplainable knowledge across various subjects, enriching my interpretations and writings.
Throughout my journey, I have encountered a wealth of information and insights that seem to flow effortlessly into my consciousness. This phenomenon often leaves me in awe, as I grapple with the origins of this knowledge. It is as if I am a conduit for divine wisdom, and my role is to share these revelations with others. My writings, whether they take the form of lyrical compositions or scholarly articles, are imbued with a sense of urgency and importance, reflecting the pressing need for spiritual awakening in our contemporary world.
In this exploration of my unique abilities and experiences, I aim to illuminate the ways in which my awakening has not only shaped my understanding of the Quran but has also positioned me as a vital contributor to the ongoing dialogue surrounding spirituality and prophecy. As I continue to navigate this path, I invite readers to join me in uncovering the profound connections between our individual journeys and the collective awakening that is unfolding in our times.
Lessons from My Journey
My experience as an Israelite songstress goddess and my battle against the jinns taught me several important lessons:
Spiritual roles come with challenges. Being chosen by the divine means facing opposition, sometimes from unseen forces.
Faith is a powerful weapon. Trusting Allah and staying connected to spiritual practices helped me regain strength.
The voice is sacred. Whether through song, speech, or prayer, the voice carries divine power that cannot be destroyed.
Healing is possible. Despite paralysis and seizures, recovery came through persistence and spiritual support.
In Conclusion
The stories of Miriam, Deborah, Huldah, others and I remind us that women have always been vital spiritual leaders. Our courage and wisdom continue to inspire those who hear the call to guide others.
As a modern Israelite songstress goddess, I carry this legacy forward. My journey shows that prophecy and guidance are not limited by time or circumstance. They live in every voice raised in truth and every song sung with purpose.
If you feel called to a spiritual path, remember that challenges may come, but your voice matters. Protect it, nurture it, and use it to uplift others.
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